there's a light in everyone

i think it takes huge effort to stay hidden. Somewhere down the road you will be caught! Now that there's this suspicion in the air, i'll just play dumb, i sooo wanna reveal EVERYTHING.. but that's just not me lar... it's afterall not my problem. :P

My network's very stable now, it's lasted for the longest time, 27h 3min 45sec. I've this new range of toys to play around with and it's very helpful to be able to do all kinds of shyte in MY network. I feel evil all over again....

And yes, i suck big time at being selfish and I blame God for that.

These past few weeks I noticed something common. Everybody around me wants something from me, they want me to buy new machines for the office, they want to send me for some sound engineer training(without asking/telling me) they want me to bring them out for lunch/dinner etc etc.. so im on this constant giving mode. Then I realise that I don't have that "want" from anyone... as in i can live the whole day without "wanting" anything from anyone mortal. Maybe i can even do this for a whole week. Is this normal or am I fading away? Maybe I should have this want list instead? or maybe i should filter want lists from people? or maybe.. I'm just too sensitive...

To Give is better than to Receive.

(i just bitch too much)