Black or White?

I would step up everytime they needed my help. But when it's cancelled or if there is a change of plans, I'm just not in the loop. This time, I'm just gonna take the back seat.

They needed help to fill up the EXCO, and so I did. Now that the adults are busy with pointless emails I want to bail. I don't see things happening anymore. Who really wants to know what I think?

I gave some suggestions for my conference room and now its my duty to get it all up in one week. Huh??

I sent an email to the 'technical director' and he replied me CCing everyone else. Commented on my frankness and informed the rest to follow suite. 'Highly recommended you to be the ....' I think it's BS
I saw the promises they made to the rest and I just don't want to end up like them. My invasion may stir old issues..? Is it that difficult to want to help/volunteer?

I should really stop trying. The gutters seems like a nice place to hang out recently.