brain freeze

I've made one too many mistakes. Most of which were pure signs of the "slacklessness" When things go wrong people would normally find someone to blame first then try to work it out. On the contrary, i blame myself for allowing that person to make that mistake. Harsh? nah.. this is what the world is made up of... people who refuses to change. Like the training i went for some time back "Who Stole My Cheese" Changes are a must to improve, however humans are tough on changes. Like myself, i'm prone to coming out of my shell. I need this to stay alive, a different one for every occasion, the lines drawn real thick and nice and once in a while you break free. That is when you carve a new path and do it all over again. I live in this world, but i'm NOT of this world.

Office is getting real crappy, the platonic relationships are obvious and the back stabbing is normal.
My all time fav ... TRUST NO ONE

It's not easy to live not by what you see but by what you feel.
I see accidents every other day but i know i will never get to that plague.
i see people cry/bitch/fall out of the norm and i know i need to stay strong
I see things happen for no apparent reason,
that's where i hope not to commit treason.


If you need to, put the blame on me.