Choices

Without fail, one will have to make the very simple or at time even life changing decisions. One wrong choice and there might never be 2nd chance... never.

Sound Ministry is kinda, complex in theory yet crappy in deliverables. In the new role that I'm about to get involved in, besides the SOPs i've yet to learn anything new, don't want to wither before i get my hands dirty.

Renovation for the new office is a real pain in the ass. I find myself already lack of experience, but I don't think anyone in my office has a clue on how it should really be done. If not for a good friend of mine, I will too be drowned by their noobness.

It's been a while since I last slalomed. I think since I started working from home. I hope It's not what I think it is. I know i can do this...

Past few weeks has been busy for me. So busy that I've even stopped having proper meals and sleep. It's a lonely struggle and yet is has to be done. Like on Sat where i wanted to have this one meal that i knew i can only have time for. Ordered chicken chop and waited, waited for 20mins and it never came i walked up to the uncle and he forgotten about my ONLY meal for the day. It was 2:50pm and i had only 10mins before my class starts. So there goes my lunch, only to find out at 4pm that i also did not bring water... the only life saver that we all need, chilled to bring down your body temperature and enough strength for the next class. It's been a long afternoon for me. Painfully i had to go for further training at the indoor stadium, lo and behold my deduction was right, another wasted night.


Now as I lay my head to rest
I pray the Lord my soul to....

It ain't over till I say so

In about 8hrs I'm to go thru my presentation with the global HODs.
With 80% of all support issuses coming to me, its not gonna be an easy task. Even my boss is worried for me.. So rare.. But I'm good to go, this was what I'm made for. :)

Images form lil boxes, they start to fade and poof. I'm out, I can see a thing and for some weird reason the pounding in my head goes
VTEC. Its happening once too often. I need to go easy for a while..
Maybe I shud just skate more. :p

Time ticks

The moment that I've enticipated is near. Sumtimes 2nd best is not
really a bad option.

I need to figure an escape route, I need to plan what I've never done
before. Guido will have to go if needed and I... I just need to hang
in there.

Make or break?
Time will tell.

Grrr...

Erm can sumone help approve my 'sleep'?

Cronically lack of sleep. (Wateva)

Battered

2 days in a row.. I need sleep and it is slowing starting to eat me up.

Can't wait for the last episodes of prison break.

I should run a hug campaign. :/

Weird believers or mislead sheeps?

I'm shocked at what I've read.
- don't expect to live a life of heavan here when God has one prepared
for you when you die.
- you need to serve God and don't expect Him to serve you.
- life is full of hardships here on earth as a Christian.
- God will never forgive me of my sins.
- because of what I've done as a Christian, I will never be able to go
to heavan.
Etc etc..

I used to live on all of the above, but when truth be told and when
the foundation of the revelation is based on His word, you will be set
free.
We don't deserve anything, thus we depend on his undeserving favour.
It does not depend on what you do, nothing you say or do can remove
the shed blood for you. So when the big guy says you're forgiven, you
are. What makes you superior than Him to remove it? With Him, its His
game, His rules and nothing else. Live it like your God owns the
globe, be what He says you are and claim what He says is yours. Don't
be a wuss like rest. If your ticket to heavan depends on what you do
than all you need is to keep the impossible commandments(law)!

I heard that cronic procrastination is a diseases. Wow.

I'm hungry....

be happy always

it's amazing how the days passes by.
my best moment this weekend was when i brought the 6 kids out to skate at the track, with me behind and the 6 in one line, we made everyone turn to look with awe. It's one of my very rare occasions where the kids actually listen. I should have taken a pic of it... i kinda miss them. And yah, i still know their names. :P

What also shocked me when this mother whom i was teaching came up to me and asked how i coped with my lefty. i stoned for a while and she explained that her new born daughter's fingers were joined together, on my hands. While she is considering a major op, i had to briefly go thru what to expect and what not. It was then that i realised that it's not easy for a female to grow up like that.

Anyways, the new skate park will be a huge sight. i don't know what it will eventually look like, but im sure it will be a crowded with peeps.

Work has this sudden spike. i don't know what happened but suddenly i'm hardworking again... weird. im gonna go catch some sleep.
Damn i want to have a different hair cut.... :/

tata.

i love my table.... ?

My new friends in office. They keep me warm and remind me that i'm constantly loved.

when it gets messy in office, all you need to do is bite it in the face!

Why would such a high end digital console have such a screen??... Looks good anyways. :P

First sunday of the year!

Well my schedule got messed up and I had to mend the consoles from
8am. Good thing someone came and saved me from the last hour. A little
more rest is better than none heh.

It's been a long week thus far, and I've been spending a lot thinking.
Thinking about what I really want to do, thinking about what I need to
drop out off too. Sometime I think I'd be happier backstage. I don't
want a crew tag with my pic, I'd rather stick to my current trainee
badge for another few years.

I've been thinking about the possibilities of me taking up a extensive
course in sound engineering. It'll help me in werk and also my duties
on sundays. But... I might need to trade guido for it. :( its just
not cheap.

Seems like the rain has stopped. Here we go slaloming again. For once,
the idea of me taking part in a comp makes me wanna train harder. But
I'll have to practise a lilttle harder tho. Wonder if frost will take
part, it will do him and the slalomers good.

I need to learn how to sleep early, need to catch that beauty sleep
from 10pm - 2am :p

Ok ok.. I'm gonna dream about slalomania outside taka again... Later...

Greetings earthlings!

It’s been a tough 2006, 2007 just got better. Mortal life is interesting, people suck up on the obvious and step on the weaklings to attain achievement of some sorts. Is there such a need to prove something to someone who don’t really care? Good thing I don’t have a role in any of the above, I ‘ll just sit back and enjoy the heavenly pleasures.
It’s still raining and we’ve not slalomed for coming to 3 weeks now. I don’t know what’s going on tho. I just can’t wait for January to be over, yuh i know 07 has just started, but gosh things are moving faster than expected. I feel old and slow now….. I think age is finally catching up. Nah… I don’t think so… :P