Weird believers or mislead sheeps?

I'm shocked at what I've read.
- don't expect to live a life of heavan here when God has one prepared
for you when you die.
- you need to serve God and don't expect Him to serve you.
- life is full of hardships here on earth as a Christian.
- God will never forgive me of my sins.
- because of what I've done as a Christian, I will never be able to go
to heavan.
Etc etc..

I used to live on all of the above, but when truth be told and when
the foundation of the revelation is based on His word, you will be set
free.
We don't deserve anything, thus we depend on his undeserving favour.
It does not depend on what you do, nothing you say or do can remove
the shed blood for you. So when the big guy says you're forgiven, you
are. What makes you superior than Him to remove it? With Him, its His
game, His rules and nothing else. Live it like your God owns the
globe, be what He says you are and claim what He says is yours. Don't
be a wuss like rest. If your ticket to heavan depends on what you do
than all you need is to keep the impossible commandments(law)!

I heard that cronic procrastination is a diseases. Wow.

I'm hungry....