so what's next?

Now that i'm done with ICP, i'm kinda lost. So what's next?
I also don't understand why someone can enrol for level 2 and 3 at the same time, does this mean a definite pass? Is this a sign of bribery? Then again maybe this is he world that i live in, things like this happen to "the rich and famous" losers will just have to suck on it.

I now understand what it really means when he said "I just want to skate, don't they get it?" The work behind the scene never ends, unless you want to earn some money out of it, else it will continue to burn you out constantly. help is almost never around when. Everyone wants to have a say in something but only a handful really want to see this sport grow. For everyone else, there's this to do -> BLAME

I haven't really eaten anything after yesterday's lunch, i'm also not hungry. i wonder why. I haven't seen guido in 2 days, i wonder if she's even there.